love..

UMkay..so i know that love is an important part of life..if you know me then you've heard me say that i dont believe in falling in love. Well, that is a load of crap. I have found out that love does exist you just have to willing to put your self at risk. You have to be willing to get hurt. You have to trust that person. I hate that. People should be able to fall in love and not have to worry about getting smushed like a bug. I was told to trust him or it was never goin to work out. So i trusted him. The first time in my life when i cared so much. B4 i just didnt care bcuz what was the point, i didnt believe in love so it didnt matter. I guess that ppl say its better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all. But man i tell ya..it sux. I dont know if its worth the pain. I'll admit love is a great feeling..i dont know how to expain it...idk if it was even true love or just like silly puppy love but man it hurt when...i dont even know what happened...I've decided life is complicated and maybe ill just stick with the safe side..to not get to attached so that i dont ever have to feel this (that) way ever again..but then mabye im not living a whole life..im not sure...ill have to think about this and let ya'll know later...