life..

Ok so im in college now and i have the great oppertunity to decide what i want to do with the rest of my life. It is a hard thing to...i want to do so many things that i think i would love one day and hate the next..i want to become a childrens activist lawyer or a social worker so that i can help all the kid who could have a better life. I want all children to be able to grow up in a loving and happy environment. I want all kids to grow up with the same opportunities..and yet..im not sure if i will ever go after one of those careers bcuz i know that i cant help (save) everyone and i dont know if i'd be able to sleep at nite knowing that if maybe i would have done something different one more child would be living in a better situation.

A freind asked me what i want. I dont know what i want. I want there to me no more fighting. I want world peace. I want to get rid of drama. I want to grow up and have a family of my own one day. I want to fall in love and have an amazing life and yet i dont know if that will ever happend bcuz im scared to let my self fall in love ever agian bcuz i dont want to be hurt like i was EVER agian. I want to graduate from college and know exactly what i want from life...